JJ Heller What Love Really Means lyrics

He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story
No one would believe
He prays every night
“Dear God won’t you please
Could you send someone here

Who will love me?”Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done
Or what I will become
Who will love me for me
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would’ve stayed
And she says…Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done
Or what I will become
Who will love me for me
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means
What love really means

He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home”

Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said,
“I know you’ve murdered and I know you’ve lied
And I have watched you suffer all of your life
And now that you’ll listen I’ll, I’ll tell you that I…”

I will love you for you
Not for what you have done
Or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew
Love you for you
Not for what you have done
Or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew

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I have been enjoying parts of my life but others not so much… I feel like i could be doing so much more than what I am. I generally a happy person but lately i feel mixed up most of the time… Its difficult not really having someone i can pour out my thoughts to and have them help me sort it all out.. Most people wouldn’t even understand anyone it or would give just a typical cookie cutter saying like “everything will work out” but thats useless and honestly a little offensive i mean that means nothing… sorry but seriously its useless… If i wanted to just lie to myself I would just pretend i didn’t feel the way i do… but I would rather figure it out.

I think part of whats pissing me off is the fact i crave simplicity and long for minimalist but yet i find my self suffocated to my addictions (Shoes, Perfume, and make up…) I have gave away a ton of random tchotchkes… but still feel like there is so much… i think in my mind i feel that if i got rid of all the extra junk around here that somehow the every day life mess would go away too… which is stupid and i know it isn’t true… but i still wish for it. A lot has to do with the fact I hate it here I wish so badly i could just move away from here and start over, I’m so tired of the stress from everything and the reminders of all of the bad things… am quick to forgive but i cant seem to push the experiences out of my mind, i feel like forgetting would make me foolish just asking to be victimized or taken advantage of in some way and thats not what i want. There are plenty of things I dont like about my self but i am rather proud of my self for being as mentally intact and strong as i have been… It was hard figuring out how to deal with allowing myself to feel hurt, sad, disappointing or quite simply like the pariah of my family… for a long time i didn’t express anything i just kept everything bottled up so i could be included… while every night i cried myself to sleep wishing i could just die so it wouldn’t feel like that anymore… So often I fantasize about moving to another country i think i would love Italy i’m sure it would be hard but i dont care its not here…

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It has been way to long since I posted anything! I am so sorry and I still have freebies to post i promise my next post will be something special for you!!!

I have been so busy adjusting to life as a single mom that I couldn’t keep up with life online. I also have started my own small business thats been keeping me pretty busy. Beautiful Home Co is a simple company that offers scented wax, warmers and we will expand to room sprays and bath and body products very soon! If you would like a free wax sample comment on the post and I will e-mail you!

I am working on a new project with a long time friend of mine in the digi-scrap world cant wait to share!

I have been working on several new kits and i have a few freebies i need to package up and share so keep checking back. I will work hard and get as much up as possible!

Also are there any stores looking for designers? I kind of want to get into a shop but I’m still unsure, i dont want to many demands something simple. I really dont want to go back to owning my own shop it was to much work… and people tend to turn on people quickly I just dont even want to deal with any of that right now so we will see what else is out there!

I have had a crazy past year and now that I find myself on my own I have so much I need to do and take care of… sometimes it makes me want to scream a little…

I just gotta keep saying I CAN DO THIS… because i dont really have a choice I have to!!!

I am so happy to have my blog back it always sucks starting over but i guess its better than doing nothing. I have been working diligently to finish the site and I am packaging a cute freebie at the moment I will be posting it soon! I am also looking for a small ct (maybe 2 or 3 ct members) if you are interested just post something in the comments!